Und an dem Tag lächelte sie, obwohl sie innerlich zerbrach

she smiles.

and she cries.

she smiles when she cries 

and

she cries when she smiles.

 She flees into her little own world, 

an unreal, mysterious world where she can escape the daily churn,

where she can stay

until the time of burdens and worries will be over.

forever?